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Jackolantern 3 part 2 2011 by tiger-chick Jackolantern 3 part 2 2011 :icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 0 2 Jackolantern 3 2011 by tiger-chick Jackolantern 3 2011 :icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 0 0 Jackolantern 2 2011 by tiger-chick Jackolantern 2 2011 :icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 0 2 Jackolantern 1 2011 by tiger-chick Jackolantern 1 2011 :icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 0 2 Jackolantern 2008 by tiger-chick Jackolantern 2008 :icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 7 17 Jackolantern 2009 by tiger-chick Jackolantern 2009 :icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 8 9 Angel of Vengence by tiger-chick Angel of Vengence :icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 5 6
never see it coming
I never see it coming
And I always question why
You'd think by now I'd know
All I'd ever give, a sigh
It happens with everyone
And yet it always hurts
By now I should expect it
I always end up dirt
Each scar created bitterness
It never lasts very long
I can't hold on to negative
I'd rather sing a song
It does create a hatred
That with time fades too
It leaves a lasting sadness
It gets me through and through
The end result is me
Never seem to be truly happy
All that seems to inhabit my soul
Is a longing of what used to be
:icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 5 22
Part 1
I stand and gaze out over the water to the abandoned castle on the island.
I wish I could wander those halls, that I could have been there when it was
alive with royalty, nobles, knights, and bustling servants. . Maybe it had
been been inhabited long ago by a dragon or built to house a captive princess.
I wonder what it would be like to walk the halls and rooms in long sweeping
dresses, the candles and chandeliers lit creating flickering light that
cast dancing shadows on the walls and floor. Beautiful portraits hanging on
the stone walls. I wonder about the fun of dancing the night away among others,
all dressed up at a ball. The excitement of exploring each and every room,
floor by floor. Are there any hidden passages? If so would they be found?
I wonder about what it would be like to train in sword fighting against
the knights, the fun it would be to walk around with a sword strapped to my
hip. My mind wanders further, the view exciting my imagination.
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Star Shappire by tiger-chick Star Shappire :icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 11 18 Me playing around by tiger-chick Me playing around :icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 4 32 Memories by tiger-chick Memories :icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 5 2
The pit of my stomach clentches. I stop playing, stand and walk away from the piano. It seems that even it won't help me today. I walk to the kitchen, go through the cupboards and stare into the fridge. I realize I have no appetite. Instead I'll go for a walk. The grass is still warm beneath my feet, the sun sinking in a glory of colours in the west. It's beauty diminished and wasted in my eyes. Footstep after footstep the darkness closed in and in it I seemed to find some odd sort of friend. The night sky filled with clouds that blot out whatever light would have come from the stars and moon. The air gets colder and I embrace the chill. It's not as cold and dark heart seems to be. My footsteps slow and my memories begin again. Meeting for the first time on a grey day which seemed to get brighter, talking while time slowly slipped away, hugging with the warmth and comfort of your body and presence. The one that left me like this, holding you while life slipped from you from illness. My
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Wandering around hopeless
The stars fade
The moon's glow disappears
The darkness closes in
My feet slow
My steps stop
I stare up at the night sky
No appetite
No desires
No one to share with
Laugh with
Play with
The darkness close in
The moon's glow disappears
The stars fade
Hopelessly I realize I'll always be
:icontiger-chick:tiger-chick 7 9


Snow White by CelticStrm Snow White :iconcelticstrm:CelticStrm 81 25 Cutie Beauties by DiamonEyes Cutie Beauties :icondiamoneyes:DiamonEyes 135 162 Merry Xmas 2011 by auroreblackcat Merry Xmas 2011 :iconauroreblackcat:auroreblackcat 4,521 150 ::Circus-Odette:: by rann-poisoncage ::Circus-Odette:: :iconrann-poisoncage:rann-poisoncage 8,925 247 Anima: God of Darkness by Wen-M Anima: God of Darkness :iconwen-m:Wen-M 4,894 271 Vintage Zupancic by DiamonEyes Vintage Zupancic :icondiamoneyes:DiamonEyes 36 38 Sign by AceroTiburon Sign :iconacerotiburon:AceroTiburon 1,579 225 Gloomblade-5 by Candra Gloomblade-5 :iconcandra:Candra 230 20 Mr. Unlucky by Candra
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Grethen by Candra Grethen :iconcandra:Candra 2,499 117 Potion Shop by Candra Potion Shop :iconcandra:Candra 2,528 131 Meadow by Candra Meadow :iconcandra:Candra 1,915 67 Fatal light by Candra Fatal light :iconcandra:Candra 2,290 119 Emilie Autumn - magic violin by Candra Emilie Autumn - magic violin :iconcandra:Candra 6,546 453 Razor Rose by Langan9653 Razor Rose :iconlangan9653:Langan9653 2 0


Mmmmm good plotting time. :evillaugh: I now has photoshop! Hopefully this will help with me getting more submissions in and actually getting some of my ideas from my head onto paper so to speak. With any luck I should be able to have a few outfits finished soon that I can do a photo shoots as well :evillaugh: This would be excellent! With any luck (as most of my friends are home for Christmas) I should be able to have some stuff up soon.

On another bright side the writing is going well. :la: I have one novel ready to send to a publisher as soon as I find one :P I have a few others that are in the last stages of editing so they will be ready soon too :evillaugh: Yay for production!

Work has also increased. I have been doing a few comissions for dental comics for a dentist that I also do occassional reception work and assissting for. I'm also now working for his wife at her spa so yay for being busy it keeps me out of trouble XD (not sure anything can actually do that)

Plus I should no longer be going through withdrawl as we are starting a DnD campaign again which is always excellent for my output of artistic material :D I love being a nerd lmao! :squee:

Merry Christmas to all and a happy new year. Happy holidays to those who do not celebrate Christmas. I hope that 2012 will be the best year you've ever had for each and every one of you. Take care and lots of love!
  • Reading: The novels I'm writting
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: with the keyboard
  • Drinking: water


Name: Mandi
Age: 25

Likes: Music, art, writting, D&D, rp's and many other things

Current Residence: Ontario, Canada
Favourite genre of music: operatic metal, listen to a bit of everything
Skin of choice: MINE!
Personal Quote: "Don't settle for the one you can live with, wait for the one you can't live without&


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Aikurisu Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Happy Birthday Mandi. Many happy returns. =)
silentfuneral Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2012   Digital Artist
:party: :cake: Happy Birthday :cake: :party:
AshenSorrow Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
:party: :cake: Happy Birthday :cake: :party:
gPsBassist Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch :D
SenoritaPepitaStock Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2011
Thank you very much for watching my stock account =)
Levia-the-Dragon Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2011
My thanks for the watch, mind if I ask why? I like to know such things.
tiger-chick Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2011
You're welcome :) I watched you because I love your art. It's amazing!
Levia-the-Dragon Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2011
Ah, well keep in mind that I commission the visual art from other people here on DA.
tiger-chick Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2011
Will do, still great art to look at :D
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DiamonEyes Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2011
Thankz for watching! :D
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